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its been awhile but ill be back on here more often hopefully lots of things going on working and trying to finish school and being a preggo 6 weeks and 6 days today! crazy crazy stuff
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[Tuesday
May 9th, 2006 at
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im kina laying off lj for a little while ill be back in a little bit
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[Tuesday
March 14th, 2006 at
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not too much to write about i work 40+ hours a week and i have school two days life is very hectic but im happy :)
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[Tuesday
February 7th, 2006 at
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[Saturday
February 4th, 2006 at
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so sean came down tonight said he fucked up about breaking up with me and wants to come back down sunday but theres a slight problem hes going into the army in 2 weeks maybe i could convince him not to go :/
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[Thursday
February 2nd, 2006 at
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yeah so shanas back but never allowed out and jason calls me everynight to tell me he misses me :)
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[Tuesday
January 31st, 2006 at
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Annual drug deaths: tobacco: 395,000, alcohol: 125,000; 'legal drugs': 38,000, illegal drug overdoses: 5,200, marijuana, 0. Considering government subsidies of tobacco, just what is our government protecting us from in the drug war? -William A. Turnbow
"Anyway, no drug, not even alcohol, causes the fundamental ills of society. If we're looking for the source of our troubles, we shouldn't test people for drugs, we should test them for stupidity, ignorance, greed and love of power." -P.J. O'Rourke
"Avoid all needle drugs - the only dope worth shooting is Richard Nixon." -Abbie Hoffman
"Wine is proof that God loves us and wants us to be happy." -Benjamin Franklin
"Beer is the cause and solution to all of life's problems." -Homer Simpson
"Burn One Down"
let us burn one
From end to end
And pass it over
To me my friend
Burn it long, we'll burn it slow
To light me up before i go
If you don't like my fire,
Then don't come around
Cause I'm gonna burn on down
-Ben Harper
Did you know America ranks the lowest in education but the highest in drug use? It's nice to be number one, but we can fix that. All we need to do is start the war on education. If it's anywhere near as successful as our war on drugs, in no time we'll all be hooked on phonics." -Leighann Lord
"Don't do drugs because if you do drugs you'll go to prison, and drugs are really expensive in prison." -John Hardwick
"Reality is a crutch for those who can't handle drugs" -Lily Tomblin
"Drugs have taught an entire generation of American kids the metric system." -P.J. O'Rourke
"God made pot. Man made beer. Who do you trust?" -Graffiti
"I am actually pro-cursing. I think it's good. I think we should teach kids to curse, so they don't use drugs. It doesn't rot your brain. It doesn't get you pregnant. It doesn't kill you, like tobacco." --Paul Begala
"I feel sorry for people who don't drink. Imagine waking up in the morning and knowing that's as good as they're going to feel all day." -Dean Martin
"I have taken more out of alcohol than alcohol has taken out of me." -Winston Churchill
"I suggest a simple experiment. Everytime you hear the expression "the war on drugs," change it mentally to "the war on some drugs."" --Robert Anton Wilson
"I wouldn't recommend sex, drugs, or insanity for everyone, but they've always worked for me." --Hunter S. Thompson
"If drugs are so dangerous and so destructive, why do they need to chemically analyze your urine and hair for trace amounts to determine if you use them?" -Unknown
"If you don't believe drugs have done good things for us, then go home and burn all your records, all your tapes, and all your CDs because every one of those artists who have made brilliant music and enhanced your lives? RrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrEAL fucking high on drugs. The Beatles were so fucking high, they let Ringo sing a few songs." --Bill Hicks
"It's not a war on drugs, it's a war on personal freedom. Keep that in mind at all times." - Bill Hicks
"The question arises, therefore, why cannabis is so regularly banned in countries where alcohol is permitted. [...] It may be that we can ban cannabis simply because the people who use it, or would do so, carry little weight in social matters and are relatively easy to control, whereas the alcohol user often carries plenty of weight in social matters and is difficult to control, as the U.S. prohibition era showed. It has yet to be shown, however, that the one is more socially or personally disruptive than the other." -Ph.D. H.B.M Murphy, M.D., Department of Psychiatry, McGill University, Montreal. "The Cannabis Habit" (1963). published in 'Bulletin on Narcotics' by UNDCP
Oh My God
'cause you gave cash to the feds, left your school district for dead
fucked you up in the head, but still they sayin' nothin's wrong
sellin' firewater but outlawing the bong
still believing the system is workin'
while half of my people are still outta workin'
anonymous notes left in the pockets and coats
of judges and juries from 'Frisco to Jersey
threats and protests politicians mob debts
trumped up charges and phoney arrests
stage a lethal injection, the night before the election
'cause he got donations from the prison guard's union
Spearhead
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[Wednesday
January 25th, 2006 at
6:29pm] |
If my space were real..
Tila Tequila would know everyone in the whole world.
You would struggle over the time it takes someone you like to add you to their top 8.
19 year old boys wouldn't own shirts and 19 year old girls would not own pants.
If you're a fat girl, people would only see you from the shoulders up.
People would be able to photoshop out pimples on their face.
Girls would always be posing, cheeks sucked in and lips puckered two feet off their face.
Your attraction to someone would be based on their favorite clothing label, their favorite band, and a survey.
All females are bi and all males drive import muscle cars.
Most people would walk around with a full size mirror 2 feet in front of them.
Your driver's license would have hearts around your name or quote from an emo song.
The phrases "Yo," "your hawt," or "hit me back some time" would attract the opposite sex.
Bands with 3 song demos could book stadium tours.
Lesbian women would not allow anyone with a penis within 50 yards of them, not even to deliver a pizza.
It would be perfectly acceptable to blurt out any random filthy perverse sexual thought at any random woman/man you thought was "hawt" as a first greeting.
It would be no more unusual to see a man walking around displaying his erect, naked penis than it would be to see random women running around in a g-string w/nothing covering their breasts but their hands.
You would look your very best at all times.
Some people would be holding their right arm out straight in front of them at all times.
Everyone would make $100,000 a year or higher.
There would be alot of underage strippers in the world
There would be a lot of youthful looking 99 year olds.
Blogs would be required reading and any random thought in your head would be shared with everyone.
Everywhere you would walk, an image of Angelina Jolie would be behind you.
Forbidden would actually be hot.
You'd have a friend named Tom creepily following you around giving you bad news constantly.
It wouldn't be odd to have Brad Pitt in your circle of friends.
Hello Kitty would be a real person.
Conversations would sound like this "How are you?" Sent. "Good, how are you?" Replied.
During a long conversation you'd have to say "Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: all right, well call me later."
When it was time for bed you would say you're "Undergoing Maintenance."
You would have to paint your walls using Thomas Myspace Editor codes in your apartment.
Stewie from Family Guy would be your best friend.
In your circle of friends you would hang out with Scottsdale bars and clothing lines.
When someone said something funny, you'd actually roll around on the floor and laugh your fucking ass off.
"Friend Whoring" is equal to STD's.
"Fuckin MySpace!" is the only universally known term in any language to show anger.
At nights when you are asleep you would get people running in your room that you don't know saying. "It's 4 a.m., I can't sleep, someone talk to me."
Bands go to your house and ask you to give them a listen because they see that you like a band they sound nothing like.
Anytime you walk into someones house they have the same video or song playing all the time, non-stop for three months straight.
People would run up to you, tell you a random message, and you'd have 17 minutes and 13 seconds to pass it along before a ghost came to your house and raped your dog.
People would inexplicably be stuck in their homes for hours unable communicate with the out side world because some asshole put up a large white wall in front of every door and window with a note attached saying Sorry but an unexpected error has occurred.
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[Tuesday
January 24th, 2006 at
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so billy and shana are still away and jason hasnt came back yet but i did hang out with this hunk yesterday lol 
yeah stus pretty cool 
lol only the cool kids have walls like that so we went to best buy and got like 10 cds then sat around here for a while its pretty gay we have to sneek around to see each other we arent together and me and jimmy arent together anymore theres no point to sneeking around
gayyy
i love you kids
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[Tuesday
January 17th, 2006 at
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wow no billy no shana havent talked to mikey lately :( and have no way to see steve :( booo this sucks
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[Wednesday
December 28th, 2005 at
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hes amazing and sweet and hes mine ♥
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[Saturday
December 24th, 2005 at
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learn to be happy with the time you have with people, and when that time is done let them go and be happy with the memories
and thanks mattpunk i ♥ you
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[Wednesday
December 7th, 2005 at
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 Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
Last Thursday I set ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) saidforfake's puppy on fire (-66 points). In March I gave change to a homeless guy (19 points). Last Tuesday I turned acoldserenade in for spitting (3 points). Last Monday I farted in an elevator (-6 points). In July I gave pyprpunk a kidney (1000 points).
Overall, I've been nice (950 points). For Christmas I deserve an Easy-Bake Oven!
Sincerely,
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[Monday
December 5th, 2005 at
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So don't explain. Because I know what
you'll say. Recycled phrases & mixed
up words all trying to cover up the taste
of other girls all over your lips. - - </3>>b e h i n d<<
I LOVE HIM
I LOVE HIM
I LOVE HIM
and he knows.
but he doesnt care.
You're simply amazing..I've never had
anyone like you in my life the way you
make me smile is just unbelievable
i dont want the stars & the moon..
just someone to lay under them with
ALL OF A SUDDEN
i LOOKED OVER AT HiM
& REALiZED i LOVED HiM
I would stand for 5 hours
in the freezing cold
just to be warmed by his arms
for five minutes.
Sneaking a kiss under the mistletoe
I want a white Christmas --» so let it snow
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
Christmas is the time of year that we become as one.
Tears of joy, hearts filled with love because Christmas time has begun.
If -- kisses -- were * s n o w f l a k e s *
I would send you {- a blizzard -} this winter `'*
AND THE WORLD IS GOING TO THROW US A MILLION
REASONS WHY ME AND YOU WONT WORK OUT BUT I'M
ARMED WITH ONE REASON WHY IT WILL . I LOVE YOU
friendship isn't just about talking about guys,
keeping secrets, & makeup. friendship is
about two people, connected at their heart,
people who cannot live without each other.
(( friendship is forever )) x3
tell me, do you think i'm falling for him? all he
means to me is a really good friend; someone
who can make me laugh, make me smile, someone
who i can joke around with, someone i can be
myself with. all he is to me is the person who gave
me back my smile.
When santa asked me what i wanted for xmas
>> i showed him a picture of [[ you ]] <<
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
all i need is for you to be the BEST FRIEND i could ever have
walk with me, talk with me, share your secrets with me,
be with me, believe in me, stand by my side, care about me,
smile with me, laugh with me, joke with me, dance with me,
cry with me, catch me, respect me, trust me,
be honest with me, take care of me, make memories with me,
help me reach my goals, miss me, remember me,
need me, want me, hug me, dream of me,
look at me, hold me, take my hand, know me,
teach me, promise me, learn with me, be my guide,
be my light, be my warmth, be my wings, be my angel,
complete me, & most of all. L0VE me<3
.&& all my friends ask me, "why do you like him?"
and I answer, "because no one else makes my heart beat so fast."
at some point you learn to accept the fact
that the people you wish wouldn't change,
do. goodbyes hurt, but only mean forever
if you let them, pictures never replace being
there && nothing lasts forever , but you also
learn to laugh until your stomach hurts. act
so crazy people think your high && live for
the days with your best friends ;; && just
having fun because life's too short to worry
about change
It’s a secret no one tells ;; One day it’s heaven, one day it’s hell. Life is not measured by the breaths we take ;; but by the moments that take our breath away
It hurts to find out what you wanted doesn’t match what you dreamed it would be.
I still find hope in what little words we say
And I'm holding on in a big big way
Why don't you call me anymore?
I miss our little talks. Our retarded
conversations about absolutely
nothing. I miss the way you could
make me laugh, && even the way
you could make me cry. It was just
that feeling that I got when I was
around you. It was simply. . .
u n e x p l a i n a b l e.
i love your honesty
I love the way you hold my hand or let me hold you no matter where we are and who will see
I love the way you say "i love you", and the way you smile when i say "i love you too."
i love the fact that you want to be with me
i love how i feel when i am with you
I love your ability to talk things through with me
I love your sexi body!!!
I love the ways you do your hair... all of them... bangs and no bangs...
I love your confidence
I love the way you show your love for me even around your friends and family
i love your strength of character
I love the way you treat me
I love the way you think you look terrible when you wake up in the morning, even when i tell you how beautiful you REALLY are!
i love how cute you look when you are sleeping... and yes, the way you sometimes drool!
i love your sense of humor
i love your smile
i love the way you make all my worries and stresses go away when i am with you
i love your passion for your family, friends, dance and school
I love how everytime i look at you, you take my breath away
i love your love for life
i love the way you tickle me!
i love the softness of your lips against mine
I love the way you defend me as much as possible
I love the way your voice sounds when you whisper in my ear
I love how you would do anything to make me happy, and i love how i would do the same in return!
I love the way you require respect but are not controlling
I love the way you speak without saying a single word
I love your tenderness
I love your thoughtfullness
I love the way you laugh
I love the way you make me laugh
I love how i know you will always be there for me, and the fact that i will always be there for you too
i love the way i cant begin to imagine a day without you in my life
I love the way we cuddle
I love how amazingly beautiful your eyes are
i love the ways you look at me
I love the way i know you will never give up on me
I love the way you make me feel complete
love the fact that not a minute goes by that i am
not thinking about you
I love the fact that i start missing you minutes after
i get home from being with tyou
i love the fact that you miss me too
i love the silly faces you make
i love the way you always greet me with a hug
I love the way you give me a big hug goodbye... though
i wish you wouldnt leave
i love the way you tease me
i love the security you give me by letting me know
that what we have is real and unique
I love the way you ensure me that everything will work
out and be ok
i love the fact that i love you more than anything you
could possibly imagine
I love the fact that for you i would give up my life
I love that it makes me happy to see you happy
i love the way that no one else comes close in
comparison to you... that you are unreplacible... no
one could take you place, and i wouldnt have it any
other way
I love that all i want is you
I love how i can call you my baby
I love the way you talk to me as if i am the only
person around
I love the way i can tell you anything and not be
ashamed
I love the way that i can be myself around you
I love the way you put your face closeto mine when you
lay beside me
I love the way you sing to me
I love the way you dance to the radio
I love your cute ditziness
I love it when you say, "oh sorry baby" for hitting
me, when it didnt even come close to hurting
I love it when you gently kiss my neck
I love it when you gently nibble on my ears
I love the way you lay on me
I love the way you let me lay on you
I love the way you tease about how you love me more...
when we both know that isnt the truth
I love the way you pretend not to know me when i act
foolishly when we both know that youre in love with me
I love the way that i dont just like you, i love you
I love the way i dont just love you, i am in love with
you
I love the way im not just in love with you, i couldnt
live without you
I love the way boss me around then call me a dictator
I love knowing that we are a perfect match
I love the way you always say what i need to hear
I love how perfect you are
I love how i could never see myself with any another
girl but you
I love the way that although things are truely amazing
as of now, i know that the best is still to come
I love the way you make me feel alive
I love that youre my bestfriend, and no one can
replace you
I love the way i desire you
I love how adorably cute you are
I love the way you let me sleep on your lap
I love the way you fall asleep in my arms
I love the way we fall asleep together
I love it when you say "thats cool"... thats cool
I love the way you think im watching TV, when im
really staring at the reflection of us in the mirror
I love the way you block the TV to get my attention
when you think you dont have it
I love the way you say my name
I love it when you try to avoid me when you are
pretending to be upset
I love the was you kiss me and tell me you were just
playing when you were avoiding me
I love the way i cant stay mad at you
I love the way you make all my worries dissapear
I love the look in your eyes when you smile
I love the look in your eyes when you pout
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[Monday
December 5th, 2005 at
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Be jealous, because he does like me better.
You might be able to hide that your sexy,
but you can't hide that your slutty.
so, yeah.
i`m kindasortamaybe falling for you..
i am vindicated
i am selfish
i am wrong
i am right i s w e a r i'm right
swear i knew it all along
&& i am flawed
but i am cleaning up so well
i am seeing in me now
the things you swore you saw yourself
Ten bucks says you'll be crawling
into bed with me, putting your hands
where they don't belong. And ten bucks
says you'll be putting your lips where
they don't belong either, but ten
bucks says I won't say no.
in my first year of elementary school,
my teacher gave me a picture of an apple
& two oranges, & asked me to pick out the
one that didn't really belong. the first thing
they taught me was that being different
was wrong.. when really it's not..
its like acoustic guitars and faded
tube socks, worn down converse and
a broken in sweatshirt. Youre so last season
but baby I never follow the trends
You Think The Guy You Like Is Perfect For You Well Think Again Someone Better Always Been Standing Right Infront Of You All Along
When I See Him Sign On I Can't Help But To Smile.
I don't want to be the girl who everyone wants to be because i'm popular, i want to be the girl who everyone wants to be because i have that ONE guy who loves me so much.
i just want to stare at your beautiful eyes
& fall asleep in your arms because i know
that i'm always going to be happy with you
my summer love never came
but i'm desperately wishing
for a winter romance <3
^ha. actually i did have a summer love. but id like a romance for winter also.
Guys only act like dicks
to make up for the ones
that they don't have.
I'm perfectly fine with
being his friend. In fact, I love it.
I just have this incredible urge
to kiss him that doesn’t go away
and this feeling that we'd be
perfect together.
they tell me i should
just give up.
but babe, i couldn't
see myself with
anyone else.
go ahead & kiss her
& make sure you do it
right while i'm looking
it's strange how the shortest words,
(( yes & no )) are the ones that take
the most thought .
& It takes all I have to not call you,
not IM you,
not think about you
every minute of every day
sometimes i wonder
why i even met you
i cant get it to un-italicize it! ahh sorry guys.</i>
maybe its not anymore? i hope.
you saw me with that other guy today,
and by the look on your face,
i thought that maybe,
you might have actually cared.
and it makes me wonder;;
did I ever even matter?
You said you were sorry for what you did..
but if you really cared about me then
you wouldn't have done it in the first place
^duh. ahh i hate him.
telling a girl shes hot is flattering...
but tellin her shes beautiful means so much more
Girls.Ladies.Sisters
This is to the ones who
have always been there
when the world shut me out.
This is to the ones who cared.
Memories.Tears.Phone Calls
No one can replace the times we've had
and what we have been through.
Best Friends Forever. <3
nobody understands how much i miss you. miss how much we used to talk or the things we used to do. i miss being best friends
you'll never see the stars if your always looking down
WHEN YOU KiSSED ME; i CONSIDERED iT MY FiRST KiSS
because all of a sudden;; the other kisses didn`t matter
i didnt fall in love with you because
of your drop dead gorgeous eyes
but because of what lies behind them.
who ever said "love lasts forever"..was drunk.
a drunk girls actions;;
are a sober girls thoughts
roses are red,
violets are blue,
AIDS is contagious,
so watch who you screw
I've waited so long for you.
But I've finally realized it's never going back
I have to move on
But promise me you won't come back once I'm gone.
Because once I turn away, I'm never looking back.
Christmas at my house is always at least six or seven times more pleasant than anywhere else. We start drinking early. & while everyone else is seeing only one Santa Claus, we'll be seeing six or seven.
miss you a little
I guess you could -say-
a little too much
a little too often
and a little more each day
its been so long
and i thought i was over you
but everytime i see you
all the memories come back
and all i want
is what used to be
and I'm losing all those
stupid games that I
swore I'd never play.
But it almost feels okay.
its been awhile since i could say i love myself as well..
&& she doesnt care what
they say about her.
BECAUSE SHE REALiZED ;
they dont know shit.
your eyes still give me a reason
to breathe and midnight
conversations still mean
everything to me . .
>>allthebest_QU0TES
starting over sounds refreshing.
someone pour me a glass.
but this time please make sure its half-full
instead of half-empty
Right then, in that moment
With your arms around me,
& you kissed my forehead..
Yeah that was perfect
if you don’t love her, you've got to tell her
Jamie: What do you want Carter? I've known you for years & you've never been the first one to come up & say "hello."
There are two kinds of people in this world. Those who lie
alone at night with tears in their eyes & those who
play hopscotch & sing in the shower
Did you ever have the feeling that you wanted to go,
& still have the feeling that you wanted to stay?
If you don't stay together through the
bad than you won't be together for the good
Landon: I'm sorry she never got her miracle.
Reverend Sullivan: She did. It was you.
When loving someone..never regret
what you do..only regret what you DIDN'T do
^correction. have no regrets. stupid people... why live on thinking what you did wrong when you have the rest of your life to do whatever you want and make a million rights.
stupid stupid people.ok anyway...>>>
this is where you & me mean nothing more than..
a crossed out heart carved into a tree in my backyard </3
What if? you loved someone..
What if? you thought they felt the same..
What if? you asked them who they loved..
What if? It wasn't your name..
It's a great feeling to know your loved.
To look into his eyes & see yourself through them.
To know that he thinks your the most beautiful person alive.
To know your on his mind 24/7.
Yeah it's a great feeling to know your loved
by someone & you love him back just as much
-this will be mean. but really,
why do all the ugly girls have boyfriends when all the gorgeous girls dont?
vodka + bestfriends = damn good time
mmk still form her site.. christmas though!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Santa knows what i want for Christmas
but can i have your picture anyway?
At Christmas, play & make good cheer,
For Christmas comes but once a year.
There was the little boy who approached Santa in a department store with a long list of requests. He wanted a bicycle & a sled, a chemical set, a cowboy suit, a set of trains, a baseball glove & roller skates. "That's a pretty long list," Santa said sternly. "I'll have to check in my book & see if you were a good boy." "No, no," the boy said quickly. "Never mind checking. I'll just take the roller skates."
'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house
Not a creature was stirring-not even a mouse:
The stockings were hung by the chimney with care,
In hopes that St. Nicholas soon would be there.
* Clement C. Moore *
with the blood dripping down her wrists,
and the gun against her head,
she whispers your name one last time,
pulls the trigger and drops to the floor dead.
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[Monday
December 5th, 2005 at
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so carve your apologies,
in your wrists,
let the guilt drip,
from your fingertips<3
they ignore each other,
&& look the other way
they both know it wasnt supposed,
to end this way<3
GUYS drink to forget about the GIRL
GIRLS drink to think back about the GUY
when GUYS are in love, they become poor
when GIRLS are in love, they become pretty
GUYS can forget but cannot forgive
GIRLS can forgive but cannot forget
GUYS care most about the quantity of love
GIRLS care most about the quality of love
GUYS break up when they feel love from another GIRL
GIRLS break up when they feel the feeling of separation from her man
GUYS feel curiosity towards all GIRLS
GIRLS feel curiosity towards GUYS who are interested in her
heartbroken GUYS try to forget about the GIRL by going out with another GIRL
heartbroken GIRLS try to find his characteristics in another GUY
GUYS wish to be her first love
GIRLS wish to be his last love
I see dots
I see spots
I am high
off a drug called you sweetheart
& never do I want this rush to end
she's another little pretty one under loves spell ;;
about to get her heart broken ;;
she's about to go through hell <|3
boy your not only my boyfriend, you`re also my best friend.
i love you with all my heart & if for whatever reason, we
dont last forever.. i still want you to be a part of my life.
cus not having you in my life is something i cant even
begin to imagine.
25.
Each time i whisper, " i love you " i'm trying to
remind you that you're the best thing that ever
happened to me & i couldn't live without you
age aint nothin but a number, it doesnt wait for you to be ready, or for you to be old enough, it just happens & if you play your cards right you'll win everytime, screw what the world thinks loves love no one can define love whether he's a months older than you or 5 years older, treasure what you have & dont let anyone take it away
The first time I kissed him was also the last time I kissed him. We stood in the moonlight together under the dark skies. He held me, & he kissed me. He told me he loved me. I was too overwhelmed to say 'I love you' back to him. I thought I'd have all the time in the world to tell him how much I loved him. I thought I'd kiss him a hundred more times. But I didn't. I've never been sorrier about anything more in my life. I should have told him how I felt when I had the chance. I had one chance, & one chance only. Then it was gone. Then he was gone
walking down the hall with her head held high, every hair is in place. she sees a friend & waves, wearing a smile on her perfect face. everyone adores this girl & inside she's unhappy, & she doesn’t know why. She lays in bed at night & cries she doesn’t know what causes the tears. how could this princess have insecurities or fears? she has it all. a pretty smile, many friends, so many guys, the newest trends..her family has money & she gets good grades. her hair is perfect ;; her make up never fades. always looking happy..every single day. but inside she's feeling a different way. this wonder girl. she's everyone’s dream. But things aren’t always what they s e e m.
you treated me like I was your world,
like there was no one else but me..
& now that its all over & done,
you still look at me the same way,
so that must mean something..
For the longest time I fought this, somehow knowing it was wrong to feel this way
I knew that I wasn’t supposed to like you.. + I never did want to,
I’ve been fighting since the day I met you, but its always a losing battle,
my heart won’t let go, + I’m not sure why, I’m stuck in this war forever
25.
There are two kinds of people in this world. Those who lie
alone at night with tears in their eyes & those who
play hopscotch & sing in the shower
26.
Did you ever have the feeling that you wanted to go,
& still have the feeling that you wanted to stay?
vodka + bestfriends = damn good time
&& maybe we didn't meet by accident...
& sure, maybe being just friends is fine with you
But, did you ever stop && think that maybe
we were meant to be so much more?
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